I haven’t used tumblr for over a year! fuck me thats a long old time to some of you sad bastards that spend every waking minute on here. Thought I’d chuck a little post on here because I could. A lot of things have happened since I last used this here website, let me indulge you into some of the details.
There have been two incredibly life changing things in my world over the past year. I have lost 3 and 1/2 stone, and I have fell in love with the most fantastic person I have ever met. Her names Hannah. I’ve been going out with her for 6 whole months now, shes beautiful. I’ve never met anyone who understands me so well, n’or have I ever spent a better time with anyone in my life. She’s mind blowingly attractive, like I look at her sometimes and I can’t deal with how beautiful she is, what on earth she is doing with a chump like me is beyond my own thought capacity. I can’t bare the idea of ever losing her, its a horrible thought.
I know I’m 18, and I have my whole life ahead of me, I dont want to be naive, or stupid and I’ve always been one to look at things level-headedly, but seriously man, I love this girl with every bone in my body, and I want to be with her for the rest of my life.
Happy Jamesy is here to stay, welcome him inside because hes cold.
I don’t wanna be one of them typical tumblr wankers that just writes a whole paragraph trying to sound all sensative, and meaningful, but I kinda feel like I have to write this to make people understand this side of me a bit more. I’ve been single for a long time now, I have had girls come and go, and the ones I’ve really liked or fallen for have fucked me over. I have qalso had my fair share of one night stands and empty sex, and I completely agree with anyone who calls me ‘somewhat of a sexual deviant’. But the point of this post is, I wan’t things to change.
I wan’t to find someone who has respect for me as much as I have for them, someone who has a good sense of humour and someone who won’t take my feelings and tendancy to be a soppy prick, for granted. I hate being single these days, someone help me change it? :)